A
I know I do it to myself
            A
I know I'm putting you through hell
             D
If you could see inside my shell
               D
You'd see that I'm in hell as well
            A
I know our time is running thin
              A
Where did we start where do we end
          D
I say I do it all again
           D
But I hate paying in for my sins


[Chorus]
           F#m   E   D
So I just close the door
             F#m  E  D
When I can't give no more
                       F#m
Cause all I do is get fucked up
      E               D
Go to bed wake up and repeat it
                            F#m
Lost boy I don't wanna feel no love
         E                     D
Spending too much time with my demons
                                    F#m
When it all comes down you're gonna thank me
        E                      D
Know it hurt but it was for a reason
                               F#m
Too deep I don't think you can save me
          E               D
You can't wait for me to believe it
               F#m
So how does it feel?
           E                 D
Now you'll nеver be able to forgеt me
           F#m            E
Swallowing pills, try to forget cause I hate
D
remembering
         F#m                 E        D
And everything you said, it tears me apart
                                    F#m
I can't keep pretending how does it feel
      E                           A
To be stuck in the middle of the ending


[Verse]
                A
And I said I'll try it 'til the end
           D
I broke my back to comprehend
           D
All of the things I can't defend
              D
But it's just easy to pretend
              A
And I'm not myself when I'm upset
               A
So I drink all day 'til I forget
              D
I'm not quite sure what you expect
                   D
You're probably in love with my regrets


[Chorus]
           F#m   E   D
So I just close the door
             F#m  E  D
When I can't give no more
                       F#m
Cause all I do is get fucked up
      E               D
Go to bed wake up and repeat it
                            F#m
Lost boy I don't wanna feel no love
         E                     D
Spending too much time with my demons
                                    F#m
When it all comes down you're gonna thank me
        E                      D
Know it hurt but it was for a reason
                               F#m
Too deep I don't think you can save me
          E               D
You can't wait for me to believe it
               F#m
So how does it feel?
           E                 D
Now you'll nеver be able to forgеt me
           F#m            E
Swallowing pills, try to forget cause I hate
D
remembering
         F#m                 E        D
And everything you said, it tears me apart
                                    F#m
I can't keep pretending how does it feel
      E                           A
To be stuck in the middle of the ending